It's nearly summer! My initial reaction was "yay i can spend all day on twitter", but after staying up all night and not being able to sleep, my mind wandered into that area and a sudden realisation hit me: i'm going to year 11 next year. it's really big, it's not like in primary school where you were going to secondary school after. It's like you know when you were a kid and you used to think "wish i could come to the end of school" ? Yeah well when that happens, it's pretty scary. I mean next year's my proper GCSE year... i know i gave some GCSE's this year but next year they'll be the final-final ones! And plus next year will be my last year of school, because after that i have sixth-form to worry about, and A levels and whatnot! I won't have any time for anything anymore... i won't be able to just sit there on rainy days, with the rain pattering against my window and me snuggled into bed with hot chocolate and a notebook, just sitting there doodling... i'll be sitting at my table, revising everything, from the digestive system to the future of the earth, giving up all my free time just to be able to remember all the stuff! And that means i'll be spending my summer holidays revising too... i need to know this year's stuff pretty well for next year, so there's no escaping revision. I won't do it all day, just 2 hours each day will be enough, but still. And then i think about if i was going to another country this summer i'd have so much more fun (like India: parents planned to go there and then cancelled at the last minute, which really annoyed me because i HATE summer at home. Plus i've forgotten half of my family there and i need to go see my cousins.)
So yeah, thats pretty much it- my creativity juice is running dry.
Have a nice summer everyone x
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