Pfffffffff. My cousins left. They were going to leave at some point so I wasn't THAT sad. But they made my house so lively and there was always something to talk about. In fact, I used to sleep next to one of them and for the past two nights, i have been imangining she's right next to me in my sleep, and that i'm back on the same bed that i was on when they were here. Actually, I was even talking to her (and it turned out that she was talking to me, so it was like we were having a conversation in pur sleep! (btw, I was only saying stuff like "i really miss you but i'll see you soon")).
Now, it's school-depression-work-tv-sleep-eat-maybe feed the cat. Okay, I can talk to my parents but not at school right? To avoid depression when I have no-one to talk to at school, I am on the verge of new school friends! ^^ There are a couple of nice girls in my class so I'm trying to be friendlier towards them and they get the jist so they do the same back! ^^
Going to meet my cousins again on holiday anyway in a month, but that was the best month ever <3 <3 <3
xxnozzles
I really was talking to you too! It still takes me a while to realize where I am when I wake up every morning. Hang in there, just a few more weeks to go. ;) <3
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